Is This Where The Novel Ends?

Just wrapped up an eat, drink, KINK & it feels almost as if a chapter of my life has ended. a journey that’s come to close? a life that looks drastically different than it did previously. with so many new characters & side quests unlocked— feeling as if the world is at my fingertips & yet… light years away from where i’m expected to be. so many mistakes made, so many lessons learned.

for 6 months this girl was slave, or pet, or slave bitch…

it still feels odd to refer to self.

in conversation it’s a constant battle trying to balance the need to be assertive & the desire and default to follow the lead of the most domineering, respect demanding being in proximity. it’s why this girl stays quiet most times.

this girl has learned so fucking much & every instance has taught this girl something incredibly valuable. things that will be used for years to come. ideas and new ways of thinking, coping… through the hurt, the feeling of this being the worst pain this girl had every been through— it’s made this girl so much stronger, knowledgeable and equipped to do all things because of it. this girl understands— a lifetime isn’t what was had so those lessons… had to be taught sooner, quicker… at least this girl will justify it that way.

There’s so many pieces of the puzzle to pick back up and put together, there’s also many new exciting pieces as well. there’s so many emotions that could be had, dwelled upon, but there’s no time for that.

this girl didn’t imagine that falling into ones submission would be the most difficult challenge faced & 100% the most rewarding opportunity as well. this girl has been trained to do. the response to everything these days— just start doing something. the rest will come. so this girl is going to do the things this girl knows how to do best & hopefully find the answers to the things this girl doesn’t know how to do along the way.

what you can expect more of:

a kinky dinner party series & updates, curated kink shop relaunch, more community building events & fundraisers, KINK content, education, blogs, insight and more

So sit back & get cozy here at thekinkycook.com | this girl’s got some stories to share.

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xoxo,

The Kinky Cook